This week was supposed to be happy-making and enjoyable, but rather it just kind of opened up a new can of worms in almost every situation that was supposed to be fun.
1. My wedding ring.
My wedding ring came into the jewelers! Unfortunately, instead of rose gold, it apparently came in with some nasty brown color. I didn't see it, but that's what the jeweler told us when we called to ask about the ring. I have become friends with this girl that is kind of our... consultant, I guess, when it comes to this ring, and I trust her when she says that she's trying her best to get our ring in on time. It's still kind of a bummer, though, that we can't get my ring yet.
2. My wedding dress.
Today, we went to get my dress and it looks great, and fits me well. But the only problem is that the waist on it goes a little higher on me, naturally, but this causes my boobs to push down on the waist part in the middle. The only way to fix this is to make the dress bigger, or for me to lose weight. and thinking about losing weight stresses me out, which only causes me to stress-eat and GAIN weight. But that didn't stop my mom from making that comment every five seconds.
3. Engagement picture fiasco
Engagement pictures were fun, but I was stressed out by having to be in the cold for them for so long. (It was cold and rainy when we went.) Now my fingers have that frostbitten feeling and it hasn't left yet. I talked to my grandma and she said "Ah. That sounds like what happened to me, and your mom when we were your age." and i was like what????? and then she said "Yeah arthritis runs in our family. sorry. that might be it. Or maybe you pulled something. But it's probably arthritis." and I was just like ugh. Not to mention, I have a UTI so now i"m like UGHHH NOOO HATRED. PAIN. Unfortunately, these are all linked to my genetics of weak bladders and terrible joints, so I guess I can blame my family? lol
Anyway that's essentially what's on my mind.
