I just realized...

That I did not yet post the link to my blog for my stories/creative escapades. For those who plan to be in contact with me for a while, I suggest you remember it.


http://www.cmanhattan.blogspot.com/

(Apparently you have to copy and paste it to go there.)

The Puzzle is almost here.

I think I know why my blog broke the last two posts, but I don't really care to explain it xD


<3

Also, the puzzle is coming close. :) For those of you who wish for me to not disappear.

IT BROKE.

This probably doesn't make sense. Its also probably tl;dr

I love...

Lady Gaga
Music
California
New York City
Adventure Time
Cue Studio
Nina
Brent
Levi
Matt
Summer
Pendulum
Life
Dinosaurs
Sea Turtles
Owls
Stars
Art
Tarot (Especially when its Preeeeetty <3)
<3 <-- These hearts
My Macbook Pro
Parents
Grandparents
Freedom

(Listed in no particular order.)

Since then.

Well I survived. I know that probably doesn't matter a whole lot to any of you, considering you don't know the severity of what was going on... but regardless, I feel better on that subject...

It feels like things have disintegrated. I didn't want to hear all the negativity about this person... but I did. Its like having someone in high regard... then having that person revealed to be a creep or a weirdo or a psychopath. Or even mistrusting.

I don't want to think about this person in a negative light. I really don't. but when you're overwhelmed with so much heavy information that you never knew when you were close... Its like my concept of who he was has just...

well, disintegrated.

I hope it can be fixed.

Have you ever felt like...

...you needed to say something gravely important?

I feel like I need to tell someone this... this horrible secret.
but telling someone... Its like I'm debating which is worse.
Causing worry and panic
or...
...surviving...

Its too scary to talk about. I think I'm done here.