Monday, May 2, 2011

:3 oh hai thurrr....


Today has been boring, but luckily I work tomorrow.

I love my job so much. I mean, obviously I don't wanna work there forever, but Papa Murphy's has been kind to me. Its a great place.

(and for those interested, we might be hiring soon. *crosses fingers for some friends who would need it.*)

Recently, I've felt like such a creeper. Mainly, I think it is because I have been adding a lot of my friends from Elementary school on facebook. It feels interesting to have left them for the last 6 years and then suddenly find them and catch up, but at the same time, I feel like if I should have known what happened to them over the last 6 years, I would have already known xD

But I don't know. I guess I'm just over-thinking.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Quote Book 2011

"Let's buy a crack house. We can fix it up and start a daycare. it will be our house and workplace. if things go bad, it will become a crack house again and we'll sell crack."
- Brent



*Shaking my hand* "We know each other already, but its okay."
- Derek, my younger brother.


"I forgot this existed." *pokes the VCR* "HELLO? CAN YOU UNDERSTAND ME?"
- Me. I was REAAALLYY tired xD


Me: "I love it when you play 'My Heart will Go On' because its so much better than the Celine Dion version."
Bradley: "That's because Celine Dion isn't in it."


"I downloaded a random black reggae kid group from the 80s....Their CD I mean, not the people."
- Brent, again...


"dnosebapps"
-Levi


"I'll video tape [Prom] for you. It'll be like Cloverfield."
- Brent... AGAIN. xD




I felt like writing out some of my favorite quotes recently. I don't know why I felt like it. I just did :3

merhghhg... today. not the best.

Tired. Tired. Tired.

That's all I can say.

I ranted in my journal =___=;; Its very interesting.

Tha's bout it.

Monday, April 25, 2011

There's not much to say.

Except for life is boring.
I have so much on my mind lately, that taking the effort to talk it all out is just too much.

but to give you a slight run-down of it, here's some questions that regard some of what I'm going through.

1. Have you ever felt like someone thinks that you have a crush on them when you don't? Like, they think you're creepy because they think you love them, but in actuality, you're just kind of a creepy person like that?

2. When is graduation and when will this be over?

3. Can I go to bed now?

4. Has a certain someone been plaguing your mind, but is totally blowing you off whenever you try to talk to them?

5. Do people keep asking you about your relationship status?

6. Do you remember WHY you hate talking about your relationship status?

7. Are you musically drained?

Literally, I haven't been able to find a song that I can put on repeat for more than a few hours. Its so sad. OH so sad :(

anyway
I'm off for now.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Personality Tests.

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/jtypes2.asp

I basically love them.

I'm an ENFP. for those of you who want to know.

If you take the test above, post what your result is. :) And, don't bother buying the results. You can seriously just google "ENFP" or "INTJ" or whatever result you get.

POST YOUR RESULT!

<3 Lisa

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Tonight Begins the Runaway

Tonight is the first night of my Runaway season. I know how that sounds. Confusing, but let me explain.


This is Runaway, by Thriving Ivory.

I didn't hear about this song until about March of 2010, but long before that, in about July or August of 2009, I would leave my new house and just go out and look at the stars in the middle of the night.

I would usually leave without telling anyone and just walk up to the park near my house. It was up on top of the hill my neighborhood was kind of built on, and actually, is famous for being the best place to sled during the winter. During the summer, however, I'd stand up on the top of the playground equipment and could see the whole city, as well as the stars, in just one horizontal gaze.

I heard this song and connected to it quickly. Having come from California, understanding running away simply to look at the stars and escape reality for a little while, just... touched me, in a way.

Of course, winter months make it hard to find the desire to leave in the middle of the night. But now that winter has been, mostly, chased away, I find the ability to simply leave is easier.

I don't know if my mom ever found out that I would just leave. And if she did, I don't think she cares.

Regardless, It seems that my Runaway season has picked back up again. Things have been quite stressful.

I find myself fearing a person in my life. I know I don't trust a lot of people anyway, simply because that's how I am, but... She's different. I can't trust her, PERIOD. I like her. She's a nice person, sometimes. But when she tells you exactly how you're feeling without you even uttering a word, I feel slightly intrigued and yet slightly disturbed.

Its like she has unwarranted access to my mind. I don't hate it, but I don't like it either.

Anyone who knows me well enough would know that I fear that beyond all reason.

No one should know what goes inside my mind.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Cut Off.

You know what's funny? I've been lied to in almost every relationship I've ever had...
It ALMOST doesn't surprise me that he chose to do this to me.

Its like when you love someone enough to believe them blindly. Yeah. Its exactly like that.

Jared, you shouldn't lead someone on if you don't give a care for them anymore. Simple as that. Yes. I'm upset, because all this time, I've been lied to. For a month straight, I've been lied to.

So that's why I'm cutting him off. You don't lead someone on, treat them like they don't exist, then have your parents tell them that you need space. Jared, you kind of screwed up.

You can have me again when you come home from your mission, if you want. But I'm not going to say a single word to you.

And please leave sooner than later, that way I can hang out with your awesome family without you messing everything up and making it awkward.

I like you enough to be friends with you, but my dear, you can't lie to me and get away with it.

Lie to me, and you'll get a fist to the face.

On that note, I read a question I answered from my formspring about a year ago. It made me laugh. Oh past me, I love you.


"HOW DO YOU ASK SOMEBODY IF THEY WANT TO BE YOUR GF/BF?

YOU PUNCH THEM IN THE FACE WITH A RING THAT SAYS IT, THEN WHEN THEY LOOK IN THE MIRROR, THEY'LL SEE YOU WANT THEM."

Peeeeaaace.